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Losing The War

Getting Up Just So I Can Fall Again

10/15/09 11:56 am - Random Post

Err... Great...



You are The Tower


Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.


The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.


The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

8/2/08 11:08 pm - Time Out...

I needed a break... Just a little step back and a breather... so, since everyone else is doing this, i might as well:


The SEME or UKE Quiz
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You scored as The Homicidal SEME

You are the truly highest level of SEME as well as the most dangerous and sadistic. You love to force others to do your bidding and have absolutely no clue what others mean by 'feeling sorry'. You like the dark, evil, and heartless but nothings fun if you don't get to break it. You will not tolerate others pushing you around and an easy word for your personality is bossy. You could skip the romance and get right to the bed if you wanted to but then again you never even need the romantic-hoo-ha and that's why you're matched with he Devilish UKE. All UKE fear you in some way but that's jut how you like it. You could never befriend anyone that your little Devil-UKE didn't show you to which means the only SEME you would get along with would be the Breaker SEME. It has been established that you are the kinkiest kink in all of kink-town but one thing you really love is to make your partner beg and to punish them. Don't be afraid, be insane.


The Homicidal SEME


80%

The Optimistic UKE


70%

The Breaker SEME


65%

The Devilish UKE


60%

The Sorrowful UKE


55%

The Gentle SEME


55%



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Current Location: ...
Current Music: ...
Current Mood: Dying... But not there yet...

9/26/07 11:38 pm - I should be studying... but... oh well...

If you only knew...

And some how, I have this feeling that you already do...

And maybe, that's what I want...




But... I'm not sure of what I want anymore...


Maybe it'll all fall into place... Maybe...
Current Mood: ...

7/4/07 09:02 pm - Song Trip: Bowling For Soup

This is the song "Almost" by Bowling for Soup. Just thought I'd post it. Wala lang.

Almost - Bowling for Soup

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]

I almost wish you would've loved me too


Here's the vid of the acoustic version of it if you guys wanna hear it.

( Almost - Bowling for Soup )
Current Music: Almost - Bowling for Soup

5/25/07 07:15 pm - Random Video Trip... Perfect for those sabaw nights...

This is for all those street fighter fans out there. Have you ever wondered what ever happened to the Street Fighter Tournament participants after it was all over?

These Videos might be an answer:

First Vid:
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1711287

Second Vid:
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1727058

Third Vid:
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1732680

It's just too bad that this series hasn't been continued up to now...
Current Mood: Freedom at Last... But no dice

5/2/07 09:50 pm

“Hate is too great a burden to bear. It injures the hater more than it injures the hated.” - Coretta Scott King
Current Music: Time Consumer by Coheed and Cambria
Current Mood: Piss Off...

4/13/07 10:50 pm - "Update"

Update For the sake of updating...

Mayonnaise - The Only Thing
Why are we here,
I can't accept the fact you're leaving me,
And I'm so ashamed.
God, can't you see
I've been blinded by the things that i can't even hear

Why?

Needless to say that I'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.

Why are we still
Climbing on mountains just for the thrill
Please help me here
I'm completely lost without you and i cannot kill

Why?

Needless to say that I'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.

We can't save this!

We can't kill it!

Needless to say that I'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.
Current Music: Mayonnaise - The Only Thing

3/18/07 06:36 pm

Feel ko lang mag-post. Pero there's nothing that I really want to share...

So song trip nalang. This band's been the only real company I've had in the past few weeks. Medyo heavy sila, and the lyrics aren't really poetic or anything, but i've been rather enjoying their sound. Baka ma-tripan niyo rin,wala lang. Here's the lyrics and video if you're interested.


( Lyrics of My Heroine by Silverstein )

Current Music: My Heroine - Silverstein
Current Mood: Confused and Depressed...

3/6/07 07:29 pm - Some more Pon and Zi...

Pon and Zi pic post ulit... Haha... Hope you haven't gotten tired of it yet.

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Edit and P.S.:

I just realized that this one has a water mark while my others don't... Hmmm... I think this one came from the artist's official site... XD Well, I really don't remember where I got what anymore, so oh well... :P
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Current Music: The Saddest Song - The Ataris
Current Mood: *sigh*

3/4/07 12:39 pm - Another Random Pic Post...

Wala lang... Feel ko nanaman mag-post ng Pon and Zi Pics...

Supposed to be studying, but what the hell... Will get to that in a while... Hehe...

So in the meantime, eto muna...


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P.S.

Err... [info]kuro_inu, I know I said I'd email the pics to you, but I haven't quite gotten around to compiling them... >____< If you'd like, you can rip them off of my LJ first... Sorry... ^_^;;
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Current Music: Starlight - Muse
Current Mood: Really missing you...

3/1/07 09:41 pm - This is how you glomp... XD

I just found out yesterday that I'm not the only Pon and Zi Fan in AME. Apparently, Nessa posted the same strip I posted yesterday on her Multiply Blog...

Wala lang, they're both oddly cute... Which is good enough for me...

Anyway, it sort of brought me to dig up some of my Pon and Zi pics in my PC and post them from time to time...

Here's one for today...


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People will probably kill me if I even think about trying that...
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Current Music: Skeptics and True Believers - The Academy is...
Current Mood: OiOiOiOiOiOi...

2/28/07 06:04 pm - Random Pic Post...

Random pic post...

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Wala lang...
Current Mood: Sorry...

2/26/07 11:05 pm - Random "update"... What ever...

I haven't really posted in a long time... So here's a little update, just so I won't seem dead...

I actually feel like total crap right now... I'm supposed to be studying my ass off, but instead, I'm rather sick... Goddamnit... I hate it when this friggin' happens...

And in spite of all the crap I already have thrown at me, things continue to get messed up... I hate Murphy's Law... Can't blame Murphy though...

Anyway... Let's just leave it at that for now...

For a random song trip, I've decided to bring out one of my old school favorites. I'm suddenly listening to a lot of old rock songs... Anyhow, here it is...


( Unforgiven II - Metallica )
Current Mood: Have mercy... End it...

12/12/06 11:06 pm - randomness

wala lang... meme lang laman nito... XD nabbed from [info]mahyeee, who got it from [info]kuro_inu

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. ✓ I don't watch much TV these days. ✓ I own lots of books.  (but i don't read them... wahahaha!!!)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (i might need them now though... >____<) ✓ I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies.  (err... i'm i guy... that's almost a given... XD) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (ummm... no comment...) ✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.  (how about all the time... XD) ✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (yeah... hopefully in the goode way...) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
( it goes on... )
Current Music: Something Corporate - Down
Current Mood: Missing You...

11/10/06 09:21 pm - I LIVE!!!! (barely... ) Hello randomness! XD

OK, so practically non-existent na ako online... I don't even want to check how long it's been since i updated... @_____@

The past few months have been tough, but I don't think I would have had them any other way... ^__^ I still have a load of loose ends to tie up... apologies, explanations, closure I owe or am hoping for... I've come a long way since the start of the year... Actually since some time around the end of summer to be specific... And I've made choices done things I'd never believe i could have done. The lows still are extremely low, and my extremely horrid luck is still pretty much there. But the highs are nothing i could have ever expected... There are some suprises which you just can't beat.

Anyway, randomness lang... I still have a bunch of things to get back to... Maybe I'll be able to get back online soon. Yeah, right... XD
Current Location: Limbo...
Current Music: Still Breathing by Stars Hide Fire
Current Mood: WoOoOoOoO~... Putang ina...

10/14/06 11:25 am - Update (daw...)

*sigh* Honestly, I don't have time to do this... but since my LJ has been so unupdated (is that even a word?), I should at least try to say something. So, what I'll say is this... I'm really bogged down with acads... TT___TT

Anyway, since I don't want to go just yet, I'll post a song from one of the bands I've been listening to. I 'm pretty sure this has come out, so I'm guessing you've heard it.


( Song Trip... Click to See Lyrics )

It's hard not to miss you... Not that I would want to stop... That scent still fills my dreams...
Current Location: Study Hell
Current Music: Pano Nangyari Yun - Mayonnaise
Current Mood: Worn out... And Missing You...

8/10/06 09:50 pm - Dahil ayaw ko pang masiraan ng ulo...

MEME bomb muna... XD

Lahat stolen from [info]mahyeee XD

( memes galore... )

Anyway... i guess it's back to work... or not... depende... :P
Current Location: blissful ingnorance...
Current Music: The Fray - How to Save a Life
Current Mood: braindead na ako...

8/8/06 09:58 pm - Pasensya sa mga tao kung weird ako lately... @_____@

Hey everyone!!! Pasensya kung napaka-weird ko lately... Kung di ako maintindihan... Although, feeling ko ganun naman talaga tingin niyo sa kin on a normal day... @___@

Anyway, random song trip update... I'm not sure if i've posted this before, pero what the hell. Ito pinakikinggan ko ngayon, kaya sorry nalang. Isa to sa mga favorite songs ko. Una dahil magaling mag-gitara si John Mayer kaya astig yung tunog nung kanta, pangalawa dahil gusto ko yung story nung kanta, although sad siya... >_____<


Man on the Side - John Mayer

Six numbers, one more to dial
Before I'm before you
I tried to call
Been busy all night
Gave up waiting at daylight

Excuse me Mrs. Busybody
Could you pencil me in when you can
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side

One of the many
One of the few
To stand back and wait for you

Excuse me Mrs. Busybody
Could you pencil me in when you can
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me, if you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side
Life as the man on the side

I fell in love with the dream that I built of you
Playing the part of the queen
Taking my own advice
I'm giving up tonight
Good luck to you and the king

Excuse me Mrs. Busybody
Could you pencil me in
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me, if you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man
You know life as the man
Living life as the man on the side
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Current Location: Brain Dead Limbo
Current Music: Man on the Side - John Mayer
Current Mood: Brain Fizzled Out...

7/17/06 09:01 pm - Quick Break

Wala lang, natuwa ako dun sa quiz ni [info]erisdoll kaya... XD





Find your Celestial Choir

Anyway, back to work na uli... @_@
Current Location: Somewhere dark and lonely...
Current Music: Missing - ELLEGARDEN
Current Mood: Bound and Broken

7/10/06 10:00 pm - Rules of life... (part 2)

Wala lang continuation lang nung pinost ko dati...

20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.

21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.

22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.

23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator.

24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.

25. It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat.

26. If you had to identify, in 1 word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, & never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."

27. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."

28. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.

29. You should not confuse your career with your life.

30. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

31. Never lick a steak knife.

32. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.

33. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

34. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.

35. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.

36. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.

37. Your friends love you anyway.

38. Thought for the day: Never be afraid to try something new. Remember that a lone amateur built the Ark. A large group of professionals built the Titanic.
Current Music: Stars - Switchfoot
Current Mood: ...
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