Losing The War

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2009-10-15T03:58:07Z

Err... Great...

You are The Tower

Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.

The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.

The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Time Out...

2008-08-02T15:10:34Z

I needed a break... Just a little step back and a breather... so, since everyone else is doing this, i might as well:

The SEME or UKE Quiz
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as The Homicidal SEME

You are the truly highest level of SEME as well as the most dangerous and sadistic. You love to force others to do your bidding and have absolutely no clue what others mean by 'feeling sorry'. You like the dark, evil, and heartless but nothings fun if you don't get to break it. You will not tolerate others pushing you around and an easy word for your personality is bossy. You could skip the romance and get right to the bed if you wanted to but then again you never even need the romantic-hoo-ha and that's why you're matched with he Devilish UKE. All UKE fear you in some way but that's jut how you like it. You could never befriend anyone that your little Devil-UKE didn't show you to which means the only SEME you would get along with would be the Breaker SEME. It has been established that you are the kinkiest kink in all of kink-town but one thing you really love is to make your partner beg and to punish them. Don't be afraid, be insane.

The Homicidal SEME

80%

The Optimistic UKE

70%

The Breaker SEME

65%

The Devilish UKE

60%

The Sorrowful UKE

55%

The Gentle SEME

55%

I should be studying... but... oh well...

2007-09-26T15:40:56Z

If you only knew...

And some how, I have this feeling that you already do...

And maybe, that's what I want...

But... I'm not sure of what I want anymore...

Maybe it'll all fall into place... Maybe...

Song Trip: Bowling For Soup

2007-07-04T13:05:51Z

This is the song "Almost" by Bowling for Soup. Just thought I'd post it. Wala lang.

Almost - Bowling for Soup

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you [x3]

I almost wish you would've loved me too

Here's the vid of the acoustic version of it if you guys wanna hear it.

Almost - Bowling for Soup

Random Video Trip... Perfect for those sabaw nights...

2007-05-25T11:20:59Z

This is for all those street fighter fans out there. Have you ever wondered what ever happened to the Street Fighter Tournament participants after it was all over?

These Videos might be an answer:

First Vid:
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1711287

Second Vid:
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1727058

Third Vid:
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1732680

It's just too bad that this series hasn't been continued up to now...

kalabull @ 2007-05-02T21:50:00

2007-05-02T13:52:16Z

“Hate is too great a burden to bear. It injures the hater more than it injures the hated.” - Coretta Scott King

"Update"

2007-04-13T13:28:03Z

Update For the sake of updating...

Mayonnaise - The Only Thing
Why are we here,
I can't accept the fact you're leaving me,
And I'm so ashamed.
God, can't you see
I've been blinded by the things that i can't even hear

Why?

Needless to say that I'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.

Why are we still
Climbing on mountains just for the thrill
Please help me here
I'm completely lost without you and i cannot kill

Why?

Needless to say that I'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.

We can't save this!

We can't kill it!

Needless to say that I'm going for the kill
The beauty lies inside of you
And not where you think it is
I'm so preoccupied i don't know what to do
The only thing that i will miss when i die is you.

kalabull @ 2007-03-18T18:36:00

2007-03-18T10:52:26Z

Feel ko lang mag-post. Pero there's nothing that I really want to share...

So song trip nalang. This band's been the only real company I've had in the past few weeks. Medyo heavy sila, and the lyrics aren't really poetic or anything, but i've been rather enjoying their sound. Baka ma-tripan niyo rin,wala lang. Here's the lyrics and video if you're interested.

My Heroine - Silverstein

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer

You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you then someone else

Your face arrives again
All hope I had become surreal
But under your covers
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I will save myself

Some more Pon and Zi...

2007-03-06T11:35:49Z

Pon and Zi pic post ulit... Haha... Hope you haven't gotten tired of it yet.

Edit and P.S.:

I just realized that this one has a water mark while my others don't... Hmmm... I think this one came from the artist's official site... XD Well, I really don't remember where I got what anymore, so oh well... :P

Another Random Pic Post...

2007-03-04T04:46:12Z

Wala lang... Feel ko nanaman mag-post ng Pon and Zi Pics...

Supposed to be studying, but what the hell... Will get to that in a while... Hehe...

So in the meantime, eto muna...

P.S.

Err... kuro_inu, I know I said I'd email the pics to you, but I haven't quite gotten around to compiling them... >____< If you'd like, you can rip them off of my LJ first... Sorry... ^_^;;

This is how you glomp... XD

2007-03-01T13:53:13Z

I just found out yesterday that I'm not the only Pon and Zi Fan in AME. Apparently, Nessa posted the same strip I posted yesterday on her Multiply Blog...

Wala lang, they're both oddly cute... Which is good enough for me...

Anyway, it sort of brought me to dig up some of my Pon and Zi pics in my PC and post them from time to time...

Here's one for today...

People will probably kill me if I even think about trying that...

Random Pic Post...

2007-02-28T10:08:53Z

Random pic post...

Wala lang...

Random "update"... What ever...

2007-02-26T15:15:01Z

I haven't really posted in a long time... So here's a little update, just so I won't seem dead...

I actually feel like total crap right now... I'm supposed to be studying my ass off, but instead, I'm rather sick... Goddamnit... I hate it when this friggin' happens...

And in spite of all the crap I already have thrown at me, things continue to get messed up... I hate Murphy's Law... Can't blame Murphy though...

Anyway... Let's just leave it at that for now...

For a random song trip, I've decided to bring out one of my old school favorites. I'm suddenly listening to a lot of old rock songs... Anyhow, here it is...

Unforgiven II - Metallica

Lay beside me
Tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear
To make my demons run
The door is locked now
But its open if youre true
If you can understand the me
Then I can understand the you

Lay beside me
Under wicked sky
The black of day
Dark of night
We share this paralyze
The door cracks open
But theres no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still
But theres no sun shining through
No, theres no sun shining through
No, theres no sun shining

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah
What Ive felt
What Ive known
Sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
cause Im the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me
This wont hurt, I swear
She loves me not
She loves me still
But shell never love again
She lays beside me
But she'll be there when Im gone
Black heart scarring darker still
Yes, shell be there when Im gone
Yes, shell be there when Im gone
Dead sure shell be there

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah
What Ive felt
What Ive known
Sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Lay beside me
Tell me what Ive done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun
Now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?

Yeah
What Ive felt
What Ive known
So sick and tired
I stand alone
Could you be there
cause I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

Oh
What Ive felt
What Ive known
Turn the pages
Turn the stone
Behind the door
Should I open it for you?
So I dub thee unforgiven

Oh, what Ive felt
Oh, what Ive known
I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
cause youre unforgiven too
Oh

randomness

2006-12-12T15:06:44Z

wala lang... meme lang laman nito... XD nabbed from mahyeee, who got it from kuro_inu

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books. (but i don't read them... wahahaha!!!)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. (i might need them now though... >____<)	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
✓ I've watched porn movies. (err... i'm i guy... that's almost a given... XD)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (ummm... no comment...)	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes. (how about all the time... XD)	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (yeah... hopefully in the goode way...)	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (doesn't everyone?)	× I hate the rain. (it depends...)
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now.
✓ I love sushi.	× I talk really, really fast.	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
✓ I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
✓ I like the way that I look.	✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
✓ I have a lot of mood swings. (well... i'm not sure... but i think i do...)	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (umm... relatives count right?)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone.	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	× I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone. (^______^)	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (still thinking about it...)	✓ I want to have children in the future.
× I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn.	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	✓ I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (just alcohol... no drugs...)	✓ I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	× I enjoy some country music.
✓ I would die for my best friends. (at least i think i would...)	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys.	× Democrat.	× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am.	✓ I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time.	✓ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now.	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can.	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
✓ I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	× I am adopted.
✓ I am a pyro. (hehehe... pero hindi na naman masyado ngayon...)	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	✓ I can pick up things with my toes.	✓ I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse.	✓ I still have every journal I've ever written in.	✓ I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
✓ I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	✓ If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
✓ I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	× I love hugs more than kisses.
✓ I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	× Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
✓ I can't stand being alone.	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	✓ I can speak more than one language.	✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
✓ I have no piercings.	✓ I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	× The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	✓ I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	× I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	✓ I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. (i want to try this... for some odd reason...)	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	✓ I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (doesn't mean i'm good... XD)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	✓ I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
✓ I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.
✓ I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	✓ I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

I LIVE!!!! (barely... ) Hello randomness! XD

2006-11-10T13:21:05Z

OK, so practically non-existent na ako online... I don't even want to check how long it's been since i updated... @_____@

The past few months have been tough, but I don't think I would have had them any other way... ^__^ I still have a load of loose ends to tie up... apologies, explanations, closure I owe or am hoping for... I've come a long way since the start of the year... Actually since some time around the end of summer to be specific... And I've made choices done things I'd never believe i could have done. The lows still are extremely low, and my extremely horrid luck is still pretty much there. But the highs are nothing i could have ever expected... There are some suprises which you just can't beat.

Anyway, randomness lang... I still have a bunch of things to get back to... Maybe I'll be able to get back online soon. Yeah, right... XD

Update (daw...)

2006-10-14T03:25:17Z

*sigh* Honestly, I don't have time to do this... but since my LJ has been so unupdated (is that even a word?), I should at least try to say something. So, what I'll say is this... I'm really bogged down with acads... TT___TT

Anyway, since I don't want to go just yet, I'll post a song from one of the bands I've been listening to. I 'm pretty sure this has come out, so I'm guessing you've heard it.

Pano Nangyari Yun
Mayonnaise

Mahal na kita
nung unang beses kong nakita
ang iyong mga mata
na kumikinang sa ganda

[chorus]
dahan-dahan dumidilim
ang utak ko’y kumikitid
ang puso ko’y naninikip
dahil lang sa yong halik
pano nangyari yon?(3x)

Ikaw ang dahilan
kung bakit ako nahihirapan
wala na kong magawa
kundi maghintay sa kanya

[repeat chorus]

ohh…

[repeat chorus]

It's hard not to miss you... Not that I would want to stop... That scent still fills my dreams...

Dahil ayaw ko pang masiraan ng ulo...

2006-08-10T14:05:50Z

MEME bomb muna... XD

Lahat stolen from mahyeee XD

MEMEs:

Ano type mo...?

1. The athletic or the intelligent type?
hmm... Inteligent...

2. The singer or the dancer?
Any or none, ok lang sa kin. But if I had to pick, I'd say singer. ;P

3. Sense of humor or the mysterious type?
Siyempre sense of humor!

4. The gentle (wo)man or the strong type (as in tigasin...)
Well, I'd like to think I'm a gentleman (sorry kung ang conceited ng dating...), so i guess gentle woman...

5. The romantic or the silent type?
Romantic

Ano gusto mo...?

6. Science o Math
Math...

7. chinese or typical filipina/filipino...
Filipina

8. moreno/morena o maputi...
Either. ;p

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Kung mastastranded ka sa isla... sino ang gusto mong makasama...?

a. ung kaya kang buhayin...
b. masyang kausap...
c. kaya kng ipagtanggol...
d. bestfriend mo...
e. taong gusto mong mging close...
f. mahal mo...

umm... a & b?

Kung mahuhulog na sa bangin ang taong mahal ka at
taong mahal mo... sino ililigtas mo...?

hindi ako sure... susundan ko sila sa bangin? XD

Naniniwala ka ba sa?

a. don't fall for your friend...
hindi... it's hard not to start out as friends...

b. love at first sight...
nope

c. love is blind...
yup

d. collect and select...
definitely no!

e. best friends are the best lovers...
err... yeah...

spell your middle name backward
setroc

story behind your first name:
Italian version ng Paul, dahil gusto ng dad ko na ipangalan ako after kay Paul Samuelson (tama ba spelling?), isang economist....

when's your birthday:
August 31

where do you live:
Ayala Heights, QC

tell something about your:

wallet:
umm... black leather siya... laging walang laman... i think my molds pa ata sa loob... XD

toothbrush:
sira-sira, pero ayaw ko pa palitan... ;p

jewelry worn daily:
none... nasira yung choker ko na may biohazard pendant,e... TT_____TT

pillow cover right now:
Green kasi it goes with my room. XD

shampoo:
Palmolive naturals ata...

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CD in stereo right now:
None, wala na akong working CD player... XD

piercing:
none

what you are wearing now:
Paderanga Clan T-shirt and shorts... LOLz

what will you do after this?
Go back to work... TT_______TT

if you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be:
... a few people... I'd rather not comment...

some of your favorite movies:
umm... wala?

something you're looking forward to in the coming weekend:
nothing really... unless...

something you just ate:
garlic peanuts... :P

something you are deathly afraid of:
regrets...

do you like candles:
Oooooh~... depends... XD

do you like insence?
ok lang, certain scents lang...

do you like the taste of blood:
i developled a taste for it, pero i don't go around drinking it!

do you believe in love:
yup

do you believe in love at first sight:
nope

Are you in love?
maybe...

do you believe in heaven:
sort of...

do you believe in God:
yes

Do you have a tattoo?
no... but i have thought of getting one( or two... or more...) at one point or another...

can you eat with chopsticks:
yup

what are some of your favorite candies:
anything with lots of suger is usually ok with me... XD

favorite soda:
Sarsi

if you could turn back time, what would you change?
everything i regret doing siguro...

If given a million dollars what's one thing you would buy?
something that'll get me even more money! XD

can you cook:
without risking the lives of everyone in a 10m radius?no...

are you shy around your crush:
... yeah...

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1. Elaborate on your default userpic?
hmm... hiningi ko lang yan kay zuri,e... ang angas kasi.. ;p

2. What's your middle name start with?
C

3. What is your current relationship status?
single... but not available... (something complicated like that...)

4. What are you wearing right now?
Paderanga clan shirt and shorts nga...

5. What is your current problem?
too many problems to mention...t(",t)

6. What is your current mood?
messed up... but alive

7. What do you love most?
i can't answer that right noW...

8. What makes you most happy?
my friends...

9. Are you musically inclined?
i don't know... i'm a frustrated guitarist...

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
lahat ng regrets nga,e...kulit...

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day what would you be?
i don't know, panther?

12. Ever have a near death experience?
i think i have...

13. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head?
How to Save a Life

14. Who's the last person who commented on your entry (except you)?
erisdoll

15. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
i don't know...

16. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
yup... daming beses na...

17. Have you ever been in a fight?
umm... a couple, i think... but nothing explosive really...

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
nope... edi ang dami na sanang bingi ngayon... XD

19. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite gender?
... the smile...

20. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
depends...

21. Do you have a crush on any of your best friends?
My best friend's also my ex...

22. What's your alcohol beverage or illegal drug?
tequila... or gin siguro, but i don't really drink anymore...

23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
nope

24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Steven Segal daw... TT______TT

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
not really, from time to time, i guess...

26. Did you have braces?
nope...

27 Are you proud of your height?
ok lang... pero i still feel short... i wanna grow... TT__TT

28. What's your favorite smell?
i really don't know... @___@

29. When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
get in, then start the water...

30. Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
used to... kaso tinatamad na ako ngayon,e...

31. Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?
O________o nope...

32. Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
yeah...

33. Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
nope...

34. Have you ever been forced to sleep with one for your siblings?
yeah... matakutin kasi kapatid ko,e...

35. Have you ever had to share a your bed with one of you best friends?
yup...

36. How old are you?
20 pa naman...but not much longer...

37. How old do you look?
i don't know... around that age, i guess. maybe a little older...

38. How old do you act?
Sometimes i act a bit mature for my age... Sometimes... Most of the time is a different story... Usually, immature ass ako... XD

39. What's the last song you sang?
err... how to save a life... XD

40. Have you recently become a member of anything?
not really...

41. What are your plans for the week?
dami,e...tamad ako mag-type...

42. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
i would want to...

43. Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
nope...

44. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
yung navigator...wahahaha!!! lost at sea na kami for sure!!!

45. Have you ever called anyone a slut?
yeah... but it was more out of anger that actually meaning what i said...

46. Have you ever been called a slut?
i don't think so... applicable sa guys yun? O_____o

47. Have you ever smuggled something into America?
nope...

48. Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
nope...

49. Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
yup... loser ako,e... nag-sisine mag-isa minsan... XD

50. How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
i don't know... not that many, i guess...

51.How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
kung yun yung condition, baka marami-rami pa yung pumunta. XD

52. Do you have more enemies or more friends?
more enemies, maybe?

53. Can you fix your own car?
nope... loser nga ako,e...

54. Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
nope, ako usually ang tinatanggihan...

55. Are you smarter than your friends?
no... i doubt it at least...

56. Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
nope... but i have a lot of stuff that i keep on forgetting to return... XD

57. Have you ever been to jail?
thankfully, no...

58. Would you kill a dog for $1000?
no...

59. Do you sometimes get depressed?
i'm usually depressed, so i guess the question should be whether i get out of that depression or not...

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i AM A CUDDLER – true

i AM A MORNING PERSON - sort of true, kasi di naman ako natutulog ,e... XD But i guess i'm more nocturnal...

i AM A PERFECTIONIST - false

i AM AN ONLY CHILD - false

i Am CATHOLiC - true

i AM CURRENTLY iN MY PAJAMAS – false

i AM CURRENTLY SINGLE - true

i AM CURRENTLY SUFFERiNG FROM A BROKEN HEART - false

i AM OKAY AT STYLING OTHER PEOPLE'S HAIR - false

i AM LEFT HANDED - false

i AM ADDiCTED TO MY MYSPACE - false

i AM ONLiNE 24/7, EVEN AS AN AWAY MESSAGE - true

i AM VERY SHY AROUND THE OPPOSiTE SEX AT FIRST – true

i BITE MY NAiLS - false

i CAN BE PARANOID AT TiMES - true (lagi actually... XD )

i CURRENTLY REGRET SOMETHiNG THAT I HAVE SAID - true

i LiKE SOMEONE BUT I'M AFRAID TO TELL THEM - ... false... i guess...

WHEN i GET MAD i CURSE FREQUENTLY - true... even when i'm not mad actually...

i GET MAD FREQUENTLY – true... i think?

i DON'T LiKE ANYONE – false

i ENJOY COUNTRY MUSiC - false... least favorite genre ko 'to...

i ENJOY SMOOTHiES - true! anything sweet! :P

i ENJOY TALKiNG ON THE PHONE - true

i HAVE/HAD A HARD TiME PAYiNG ATTENTiON AT SCHOOL – depende sa subject... :P

i HAVE A LOT TO LEARN - true

i HAVE A PET - true

i HAVE A SECRET THAT i AM ASHAMED TO REVEAL - true

i HAVE A TENDENCY TO FALL FOR THE "WRONG PERSON" - i don't know...

i HAVE ALL MY GRANDPARENTS - false

i HAVE AT LEAST ONE SiBLiNG - true

i HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT i AM SMART - true

i HAVE BROKEN A BONE - false

i HAVE CALLER i.D. ON MY CPHONE - true

i HAVE BATHED/SHOWERED WiTH SOMEONE - true

i HAVE CHANGED A DiAPER – false... not successfully at least... TT_______TT

i HAVE CHANGED A LOT OVER THE PAST YEAR - true

i HAVE DONE SOMETHiNG iLLEGAL - ... true...

i HAVE FRiENDS WHO HAVE NEVER SEEN MY NATURAL HAiR COLOUR - false

i HAVE HAD MAJOR/MiNOR SURGERY - false

i HAVE KiLLED ANOTHER PERSON – false

i HAVE HAD MY HAiR CUT WiTHiN THE LAST WEEK - false

i HAVE HAD THE COPS CALLED ON ME - false

Anyway... i guess it's back to work... or not... depende... :P

Pasensya sa mga tao kung weird ako lately... @_____@

2006-08-08T14:06:23Z

Hey everyone!!! Pasensya kung napaka-weird ko lately... Kung di ako maintindihan... Although, feeling ko ganun naman talaga tingin niyo sa kin on a normal day... @___@

Anyway, random song trip update... I'm not sure if i've posted this before, pero what the hell. Ito pinakikinggan ko ngayon, kaya sorry nalang. Isa to sa mga favorite songs ko. Una dahil magaling mag-gitara si John Mayer kaya astig yung tunog nung kanta, pangalawa dahil gusto ko yung story nung kanta, although sad siya... >_____<

Man on the Side - John Mayer

Six numbers, one more to dial
Before I'm before you
I tried to call
Been busy all night
Gave up waiting at daylight

Excuse me Mrs. Busybody
Could you pencil me in when you can
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side

One of the many
One of the few
To stand back and wait for you

Excuse me Mrs. Busybody
Could you pencil me in when you can
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me, if you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side
Life as the man on the side

I fell in love with the dream that I built of you
Playing the part of the queen
Taking my own advice
I'm giving up tonight
Good luck to you and the king

Excuse me Mrs. Busybody
Could you pencil me in
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me, if you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man
You know life as the man
Living life as the man on the side

Quick Break

2006-07-17T13:03:07Z

Wala lang, natuwa ako dun sa quiz ni erisdoll kaya... XD

Find your Celestial Choir

Anyway, back to work na uli... @_@

Rules of life... (part 2)

2006-07-10T14:01:09Z

Wala lang continuation lang nung pinost ko dati...

20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.

21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.

22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.

23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator.

24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.

25. It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat.

26. If you had to identify, in 1 word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, & never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."

27. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."

28. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.

29. You should not confuse your career with your life.

30. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

31. Never lick a steak knife.

32. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.

33. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

34. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.

35. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.

36. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.

37. Your friends love you anyway.

38. Thought for the day: Never be afraid to try something new. Remember that a lone amateur built the Ark. A large group of professionals built the Titanic.

Rules of life...

2006-07-09T09:27:01Z

Quickie entry lang ulit... Randomness you get from other people:

Rules To Consider:

1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often.

3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.

4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.

5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before.

6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.

7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.

8. A person, who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails.)

9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.

10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.

11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.

12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.

13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.

14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.

15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.

16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.

17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places.

18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.

19. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.

Randomness

2006-07-04T14:05:14Z

Good luck sa ating film showing bukas!!! Please support AME! ^_^

Anyway, just some random joke a friend emailed me... I hope you guys enjoy it. XD

"I think the life cycle is all backwards

You should start out dead and get it out of the way.

Then, you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day.

You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day.

You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.

You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School.

You go to primary school, you become a kid , you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then...

You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then, you finish off as an orgasm.

I rest my case."

Bad Day... Ulit

2006-06-27T10:49:22Z

*sigh*

This just seems so appropriate right now....

Your Stress Level is: 75%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now.

Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out.

Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

Baby!!!

2006-06-25T08:23:15Z

Something i got from an email...just in case wala rin kayong magawa at the moment... :P

I'm an august baby... Wala lang... tama ba 'to? XD

WHICH BABY ARE YOU?

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the
next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends an d be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress
yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days.

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "everything's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. In need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "Charming" or "Beautiful" to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will
excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means you're the most good-looking person possible...better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves
music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. A hot new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min.

Bad Day + Interview meme

2006-05-26T16:14:28Z

I really don't want to expound on this, but I had a really crappy day... From melting my brain studying, running around filing papers and the usual stress at home...sad...

I was supposed to watch X3 today, I guess it was a blessing in disguise that it was sold out when i got to the theater... haha...Anyway, moving on...

INSTRUCTIONS

01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
02. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
03. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
04. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

*NOTE: Sorry, wag nalang kayo magpa-interview sa kin. Medyo busy ako, so di ko alam kung kelan pa ako makakapost ng questions... >_<

Interview Questions from crux_australis

01. Why do you grow out your hair?

Hmmm...Because I've always wanted braids.I really can't explain why, but it's partly because it's also one of the hairstyles I haven't tried. XD It's something out of the ordinary for me, that's usually fun. :P

02. If you married this panalo girl (great cook, sexy, beautiful, smart, funny, patient, the works...) only to find out on your wedding night that she has a penis, and that she's actually a transsexual who still hasn't had the final operation to change her penis into a vagina, what would you do? (Oh, come on...look at what I asked the others...they all have some question of this sort XD

O_______O WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME THINK ABOUT CRAP LIKE THIS!!!!! X_x Eeeeeevil~ Well, first of all, i'd probably end the marriage...mostly because she/he lied to me. That person led me to believe that she was biologically female...and that's a pretty damn big lie...And second, I want to have a family, kids. Post-op Transsexuals can't have babies right? I know adoption is an option, but it's really different if it's your own flesh and blood...

03. If you got a hold of a platinum credit card (with a US$ 50,000 limit) and you could use it for a day without worrying about paying everything back, what would you do/buy? Why?

Hmmm...That's a tough one...I'd probably buy stuff i could use over a long time...like a gym set, or really really really nice guitars, or maybe recording studio gear or a super computer set-up... you know stuff like that. Things I can enjoy over a long time. ^_^ Or i could buy a helluva a lot of precious stones or stocks(puwede bang gumamit ng credit card sa ganyan? XD), something that's value will appreciate so i'll have a fall back later on in life... ;p

04. If Papo was a song, what would he be called? What would he sound like? Who would sing him? (This felt weird wording out. XDDD)

I like this question... ;p

I'd probably want to be an Alternative rock song, or a Glam rock song... Since those are my favorite genres.

But I think something on the heavy side would be more suitable. Thundering drums, heavy bass, Lots of Distortion and effects, the works...I don't know, I guess it's because I'm a lot more gloomy these days. Like those along the lines of old-school Metallica, and bands like (the now de-funct) Rage Against the Machine, Seether, Sevendust, or P.O.D..I want a local band to sing me though...Probably Dicta License or Greyhoundz...Kung sino nalang mauto ninyo... XD

I can't think of what to be called...I like the title of one of fall out boy's songs, "re-inventing the wheel to run myself over". Parang ganun siguro. XD

05. If you met a bokusatsu tenshi (like Dokuro-chan), would you keep her? Why or why not?

Hmm...Why not, as long as hindi siya sent to destroy me... XD I think I could live with being torn apart and getting re-assembled everyday. Let the physical match the emotional, diba? ;p

Interview ni sisteena

01. What was the gayest anime you have watched?

Err...I don't know... First of all, Yuri and Het talaga ako,e...when it comes to Yaoi...I avoid it like the plague... AND IF UNFORTUNATELY GET TO WATCH, I FORGET ABOUT IT ASAP!!!!! @_@ Siguro Gundam Wing na yung pinaka-yaoi na pinanood ko... Sorry... But I'd rather not think about this... *shivers*

02. As the newly-elected Properties Committee Head, what are your plans on how to arrange the UP AME Library?

First of all, revamp the old SOPs. A new and stricter set will be implemented which will hopefully help keep track of where everything goes. Next is to redistribute the library in such a way that the master copies will be shared by a group of people rather than one so that the whole library can't be lost at one time. I also hope to develop a tagging system so that the CDs will be easier to trace and maintain. A system of backing up the library should also put into the works. There are some other things such as re-division of labor in Propcom, but those things are more on the committee rather than the library. XD

03. What is your most favorite food?

Wala... As long as it's edible and not fish, i'll probably eat it... XD But I love chinese and japanese food though. And anything spicy too. ;P I'm actually quite easy to please when it comes to food.

04. What could a person do to you that would make you reaaaally mad?

There are actually not that many. I usually try to put up with everyone. I will respect your opinions, and i expect the same respect in return. If you do anything to disrespect me or insult me deeply, then I will do EVERYTHING in my power to make sure you know how upset I am. Treat me equally, then I won't have anything against you.

Another thing is when you break my trust. If you do, then don't expect me to ever speak to you again. I may not kill you, but i will never again acknowledge your existence. This includes lying to me, revealing something I told you in faith, you know, things like that.

I also hate guys who mistreat women. Those who think less of women, those who hit them, you know stuff like that. I guess it's because i was raised to respect women, treat them as equals, to be a gentleman. I know it sounds corny and old-fashioned, but i am like that. I'm used to opening the door for you ladies, i'll help you carry your bags, those little things. I don't know, call me weird for it... ;p

05. State reasons why people shouldn't watch yaoi.

Because...because...they're both men... TT_TT You know erisdoll's lock and key theories? Those basically explain it all. There are keys and key-holes...you don't get anything by rubbing two keys together and you don't get anything by rubbing two key-holes together. Some will say there's always that other hole...BUT THEY'RE STILL BOTH GUYS!!!!!!Sorry, but it's really just not my thing... TT_TT